I'm sorry cos i've never been a good child. I always make you suffer. Give me time. I need time to stop this habit of going home late at night everytime i go out. I really need time. I'm really trying my best to be home as early as i can. But somehow, it failed. I know i'm not showing a good example to my siblings. And once again, i'm trying. I'm trying to start everything bit by bit. I'm trying not to hurt you anymore. I'm trying to become a better person. Forgive me, mum. :'(
To you, I'm sorry for everything today. Sorry for keeping my silence. Sometimes i just felt that the more i talk to you, the more hurt i will get. A times when you raised your voice to me, i've always been hurt. But i just kept to myself. Cos i know no point of me saying it. And the more i love you, the more i start to open up myself to you, the more hurt i become. Sometimes i've always tried to be like you. You know like not being bothered about things around etc, but i can't. Even when i tried to. My weakness is that i care too much. Even the small little things that happened around us. But i'm trying. Trying to be like you. And stop blaming yourself. Its none of our fault. I guess its nature.
p/s: Thanks for B&J.
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